One moment for reflection

I find this really interesting, and I wanted to share it with the audience.

Saturday night, I had a dream. For no reason other than because I was sleeping. Hee Hee. No, really. I dreamt myself into a situation not too much unlike Fred's current one on ANGEL.

As with many of my dreams, this one wasn't too big on the details, but this is what I knew. Angel was now Angelus, only he hadn't told anyone, but somehow I knew. He didn't know I knew. And I didn't know who was on his side. I didn't know who to trust. The dream had car chases, espionage, running and jumping galore, and not a small amount of subterfuge.

When I woke up, I wasn't covered in sweat, or breathing heavily. The ultimate point of me telling this, however, is not to show just how screwed up I am. Instead, it is meant to illustrate a point which had, up until now, more or less eluded me. Yes, it is one thing to know, intellectually, that Fred's current situation is terrifying. But it is another thing entirely to feel it. It was an amazing experience, which may ultimately make me more appreciative of the current storyline. It certainly took paranoia to a whole new level. I was absolutely living in fear during that dream. To that end, let me just say "YOU GO FRED!" Keeping one's head in that kind of situation is tough enough. Especially when you realize that you can't trust anyone.

  posted by J @ 16:35